I am this. I am that.
Because of my neurotic obsession for knowledge, whatever I am changes frequently.
Perhaps this inconsistency isn't the indicator of a healthy mind. Or perhaps it is. What I'm sure of is because of curiosity, I'm alive today.
Thanks to it, in the last 2 years I've:
- Started life completely on my own in a foreign country, with no friends and family
- Stood out from a pool of +200 candidates and gained my first dev job ever at 19 (little experience)
- Launched 3 different SaaS (all failed, which brings me closer to succeeding)
- ..and that's about it. 😐
Extreme curiosity and extreme depression have always been the Yin Yang in my life.
Somehow, at the center of it all, I've found a whirlpool of wonder at life in all its sweetness and bitterness - a hunger to live, learn, and play my little part in helping Sisyphus push the boulder uphill for aeons.
Let's push the boulder further and further uphill - something good ought to happen eventually...
...right? 😖